Thursday, February 14 '
this power of mine - its a gift but also a curse...
Today is probably the crappiest V Day ever in my life...
Well not that I always have great V days or what but at least last year's was a happy one..
Received some sad news last night... Sigh..
Then today... Got laughed at.... Haah..
& was gossiped about by a person i respected... Haish..
To think of all the help and support that i've given him all these while...
Felt very upset when i got to know just now...
Had no mood to talk at all...
But as the clock ticked by, i managed to cool myself down.....
Left work early just now and before i went off i messaged the guy...
"Sometimes when we gossip about someone, there's a good chance the person will find out about it. So maybe it's better not to gossip."Goodness me.. what have i done. =S
Wonder what will he say tomorrow.. =X
Anyway, i should be old enough and mentally strong enough and i've met all sorts of people in my life to be able to handle all these..
Guess it's..
the lack of sleep..
the sequence of revelations..
the mixed emotions..
..it got to me.
